4/13/09


 

We went to my cousin’s music final in Boston, but calling it that isn’t right. This wasn’t a test, it was a performance.

Crate sized speakers littered the front of the stage, while piano, drums, and assorted other instruments littered the stage. How many were performing tonight? It was Tucker’s night, but 3 performers joined him, switching instruments every now and then during lulls in a 10 minute song, occasionally fingering the strings of a guitar with one hand while the other slid the bow over a bass clamped to a stand. It was an odd sight, and an even odder sound.

Moments would pass where you could swear you’d heard the same incoherent vocals accompanied by flute, and then drums would signal the beginning of chaos. Pianos, synthesizers, sax and bass, they all collided in a musical pattern so long you could barely recognize the repeat, each instrument on a different cycle. It wasn’t bad, there was talent there, but it was nothing I would seek out on my own.

Afterwards Tucker heard compliments and praise. When my turn came I told him congratulations, he was done. I told him he was lucky to have a following. I said he was very talented, but I did not tell him I liked it. I think he knew what I meant. He shook my hand, in gratitude, I think. I wasn’t going to say it, unless I meant it.